It would be really great if...

It would be really great if I was sleeping.

It would be really great if I wasn't thinking too much.

It would be really great if everyone could be healthy.

It would be really great if everything went as planned, all the time.

It would be really great if chocolate was fat free.

It would be really great if I made time to run again.

It would be really great if my bathrooms stayed clean.

It would be really great if I could be where the sun shines more.

It is really great that my safe place is cozy.

It is really great that she's happy and growing.

It is really great that they appreciate me everyday.

It is really great that he cooks.

It is really great that they still want to get in bed with me.

It is really great that you moved away so we could finally be friends.

Sometimes, what could be really great, really is.

Ponder

I've been thinking about this place in cyber world where I used to put my thoughts into text.  I'm not the same person I used to be, not the same woman,  not the same mother.  Do I need this place?

I haven't been here in a long time,  many reasons cross my mind...but also one of change. This place has housed many outlets for me,  many moments of clarity,  confusion and confession.  The purpose it served is no longer relevant.

But...it was fun.

Choose to be Happy.  I voice this to my children.  Choose to be around those you love,  to love those around you and to make choices that bring happiness to your life.

I have chosen to be happy,  and have found happiness in my choices.

So...maybe I'm back.

I guess you'll have to stay tuned,  or tune out...either way.

Choose to be Happy.